Alexiel's Day

back to HIM

2010-10-27T15:39:00.002+08:00

It's been a while. My last entry was in 2006, 4 years ago. There are a lot of things that happened in that span of 4 years. I am not anymore a high school student - immature, no experience in life and love. I am now a woman but still love to laugh till I drop. Blogging is not that common anymore, instead there is microblogging, twitter, plurk, and so on. Multiply is also a hit for many, some of them used it for their business. And of course, Friendster is history, and Facebook is now ruling the web.

Though there are these changes, some remain the same - expectations from family to do good in my studies, finding hard to trust people surrounding me, and NBSB. Yeah... I've grown so much, I even have my own laptop now, unlike before wherein I need to stay late at night just to sneak in to use the PC. I can enjoy surfing the net in the comforts of my own room.

When I was reading my previous entries, I can't help myself from laughing. I can't believe that I was a jejemon back then. Though not the extreme type. And my entries were so full of bitterness. I can't control my feelings back then. That's why my high school classmates were mad at me and saw me as a big, giant lobster that hinder their way.

Now, I am more timid. controlled. Should I say sophisticated? I don't know. But one thing is for sure, I was changed by God. I am happy I have met Him. I am grateful that He lighted my path. Through the obstacles, I may have stumbled and fell down, but He was there to help me. He is always guiding me. and He will always be.

I am changed. I am inspired. I am guided. Because of God.

Embrace

2007-01-31T23:16:00.000+08:00

If an angel and a devil were to fall in love with each other, can their love transcend the law of heaven and hell?

Can the angel set her wings on fire?

Can the devil soar at daylight?

This is fate’s decree…

Love can’t change what are not meant to be…

ayan… sobrang marami na ang nangyari nung nakaraang linggo. Pagkatapos ng nakakgulantang na UPCAT result at last day ng perio, nagging busy pa rin ang fourth year, dahil kelangang mgprepare para sa “litmus” presentation. Todo practice, sayaw ditto, kanta roon, lights, props at iba pa. dikit ng dyaryo, tapal ditto, tapal doon. Kelangna mging madilim ang room para sa presentation.

January 23- Bago ko maklimutan, sobrang special ang Jan.23, bakit? Kc po pinagbigyan kami ni sir kulong n mag-practice prA sa Chicago. First time un. Pinakita lang niya ang result ng perio sa physics, na masaya nman ako, dahil di ko ini-expect n mataas ang makukuha ko, to think na sariling sikap ito. Actually, ang araw n ito ay puro checking lang ng perio nmin. Nilabas n ung resulta sa chem., pasado naman ako, sa econ, mataas din, sayang lamang at di ako ng-highest, muntikan na… 2 points n lng sana. Sa calculus, yehey, unexpected din. Hehe…

January 24- Dress rehearsal na namin. Yesh cmon. Sobrang excited ang bawat isa sa presentation. Pero wla pa kming mga make-up etc. pero musta namn ang costumes ng cell block girls? Grabe daring kung daring… nung hapon, finals namn ng singing contest (duet) representatives nmin sina vittzy at amae. Sobrang sabotahe ang number nila. Ung music ilang beses ng-stop, buti n lng nndyan si mickey. Slamat. Accompaniment sya, piano… okei n sana, kaso nga lng nung c vittzy na, biglang nagloko ung mic,, shet. Ka-bwesit tlaga. Pinaghandaan nila ito,tpos ganun lng ang mngyayari. Sobrng naasar tlaga ako nun. Kya pagkatapos nilang mgpresent, WALKOUT ang avo.. shem tlga,, well.. erase, n ntin un..

January 25- nung umaga, bc ang avo dahil sa pag=prepare pra sa demo ni mrs. Binas. Sobrang prepared ang avo, with matching visual aids pa yan. Tpos sosyal, dahil ang class nmin sa conference hall. Wow nman, aircon. Nung hapon, balik practice ulit ang mga tao, as in… sobrang practice kung practice. Pero naudlot ang practice naming, dahil pinabababa na kmi ni kuya guard, eh ayaw nga naming, kaya ayun, pinatay nila ung main connection ng kuryente sa floor nmin. Musta nmn un, habang bigay todo ka sa pagsayaw, biglang nmatay lhat ng ilaw pati ung music. Kaasar. Pero kei lng, at least nakauwi kmi ng maaga. Nung pauwi na ako, sa sakayan ng tricycle, may kumalabit sa kin, pg tingin ko di maxadong nakilala, hanggang sa ngsalita siya, c chanel pala… nagtsikahan kmi sa gilid ng paradahan ng tricycle ng almost 20 mins. As in, ganun ktagal, napgusapan ung reunion, at mga nangyari dun. Ang saya, sayng at di ako nakaattend, late ko n kcng nbasa.

January 26- this is it. Presentation day n tlga… call time ng avo4: 5 a.m, musta nman un, tulog pa ako nun eh, hehe. Pero npilitan akong mgising ng maaga, mga 4:30a.m, tpos nkarating ako sa skul mga 5:10a.m. ang dilim sobra… tpos inihatid ako ni dady, pagkababa ng tricycle, tahol agad si brownie (school dog), katakot ung khol. Ang dilim p tlga nung building, buti n lng bago kmi umakyat ng building ay nhanap ni renan ung main switch ng kuryente pra sa 4th floor. Ang syang mgpractice ng ganun kadilim ang gnda ng effect nung lights, sobra.kya lng nman kc maaga ang avo, dahil ang alam naming 7:30 ung presentation ng avo, tpos un pla 11 am pa.. grabe, puyat ako. Bago presentation, sobrang ngarag, minamadali n kming mag-make up, magbihis at kung anu-ano pa. syet… wag nio namn akong madaliin,masisira make-up ko.. ako lng ang ng-make up sa akin. Atually, isa n ako sa 3 marunong mgmake-up sa avo. Take note: 3 lng kmi. Natuto ako sa kapapanood sa mga stylist nmin dahil may salon kmi dati. Presentation time. Todo to the highest performance level, as in. pgkatpos naming, sugod agad ung ibng avo pra mapanood ang bec, puno n kc agad, kya d na ako nkipagsiksikan. Ngkwentuhan n lng ang amynk. Ang topic: UP… bracket, allowance, scholars atbp. Tpos ayun, sugod nman s Edison pra manood ng rent, tpos s fleming pra sa Moulin rouge. Tpos, naglinis n kmi.. hehehe.

Tpos mglinis, diretso kmi sa UP Diliman, Admission office, pra makita personally ang result ng upcat. Picture, picture, picture. Tpos hanap ng mga kakilala, kung nakpasa b o hindi. At ang trip nmin n nkapasa ng b.s. nursing, bilangin kung ilan ang estudyante ng b.s. nursing, ang bilang nmin 47 students. Kya sobrang proud kmi n mpabilang sa 47 students na iyon. Nagutom n rin kmi, kya ayun, kumain kmi sa tpat ng palma hall, kain lng ng kain. Ng maisipan n naming umuwi, uwi n kmi. Pero nahirapan kming sumakay ng jeep pabalik ng sm north, joyride tlga. Tpos di pa kmi nakuntento sa kinain sa up, diretso nman kmi nila hane, vittzy at kim sa fudcourt, kain n nman ng dinner. Hehe.. tpos kwentuhan, 7:30 ngtxt n c mama, kya un uwian blues na..

January30- practice ng prom, whole day… ayun, enjoy namn, ang kulit nmin sa pglakd, at may sarili pa talga kming mga poses…

Ayaw ko ng mgpaka-senti, promise… pero bkit b di ko mapigilan ang sarili ko. Shemay namn oh… masaya na ako sa sitwasyon ntin, kuntento n ako, sa ganito, ang tanging hiling ko n lng tlga ay wag kang aalis. Pwede b? ako, di kita iiwan. I will never ever say GOODBYE… promise. Kya I hope that you will also promise the same thing.
Ano kya ang gagawin mo pag ngkita tau ng di inaasahan? Ako, yayakapin kita at sasabihing “di kita iiwan”

Hating Kaligayahan

2007-01-22T22:30:00.000+08:00

People have different outlooks in love. But whatever they maybe… There’s only a single truth behind everyone’s heartache:
Love hurts when God knows we deserve someone else.

Isang nakakagimbal, nakakatuwa, nakakaexcite na araw. JANUARY 22, 2007, ang pinaka di ko malilimutang araw…

Bago ang lahat, kwento muna ako sa mga nangyari nung nakaraang mga linggo…

January 15 - last long test sa physics for this quarter. Sobrang tension ang aking nadama. Pero ang tanging inisip ko na lang, after nito, tpos na ang lahat.

January 16 – pinakita ni sir ung result ng long test… hehe… itatawa ko n lng un… unang hating kaligayahan. Birthday din ng aking beloved little brother... wala masyadong handa… carbonara, cake at afritada… ang importante nging masaya ang brother ka… binigyan ko rin sya ng jelly tongue as a birthday gift. Itong araw ding ito tsi-neck ung notebook nmin sa physics… after kung magpuyat ng 3 consecutive days ay nging mganda nman ang resulta. Sobrang di ko ini-expect un…

January17 – National Career Assessment Exam (NCAE) pronounced as “en-khai”(courtesy by: hane) ang pinakahihintay na test ng buong bansa. Wlang pasok ang mga undergraduates. Nangarag ako sa entrepreneurial test… whahaha… sobrng nakakalito… pgkatpos, perio mode na…

January 18 – first day ng perio… kumusta namn at sobrng hirap ng test sa English. 170 items for 1 hour… sobrng kulang ang oras, promise… tpos nalito pa ako sa math. Nakalimot pa sa minemorized sa econ… how’s that namn…

January 19 – second day ng perio, concepts sa kem pamatay… research… kaloka ung mga parametric tests etc… tpos ung sa mapeh… pinairal ko n nman ang katangahan ko… wahaha,, spelling ng Gutierrez di ko pa alam… shem….

January 20 – MTAP Division Elimination. Di ko naman inaasahang makakapasok ako. Ang tanging hilinh ko lng ay makakuha ako ng 35 and above na score. First at last time kong sumali sa mtap. It’s a great experience for me, dhil at lest ay naranasan kong ma-oressure sa loob ng 2 hours. At nakaya kong mag-solve ng puro math problems sa loob ng 2 hours. First tym ko iyong ginawa sa buhay ko.
Diretso agad sa practice ng Chicago… after ng practice shopping galore kmi ni mama… bili ng costume pra sa razzle dazzle, fish net stocking pra sa cell clock, contact lens para sa prom.. and or course fitting day ko… pra sa prom gown ko… at dahil sa kakalakwatsa ko, wla akong naaral. May isa png araw ng perio… ang tamad ko tlaga

January 21 – Happy Fiesta!!! Viva Senor Sto.Nino!!! ayan, fiesta dito sa lugar nmin, ngsimba muna kmi nung umga, tpos may unting ceremony, kasi deboto kmi… tpos nung hapon ati-atihan na… ay naku… di na nman ako nkapag-aral…. Ang ingay kc lalo n nung hapon… hehehe
Nilubos-lubos ko na ang araw at di ako natulog ng mgdamag, pra mkapgaral…

January 22, 2007 – at exactly 1:38a.m. ay ngtxt c tita tess ( mami ni kan) n nkapasa ako sa up….at first di ko maxadong pinansin ung message, because I was totally focused on wat I am studying…. Namulat n lng ako sa katotohanan nung ng-GM c cheery n lumabas n ang upcat results, tpos sinundan p ni jihad… wahaha… txt q agad ky tita test kung san nia nlamn, at kung anong course…nagulantang ang buong kabahayan ng sabihin kong B.S. Nursing naipasa ko.. whahaha…. Sobrng di ko ineexpect un… as in… kaya sobrng ngpapasalamat ako ky lord kc di niya ako pinabayaan. Totoo ung sign n hiningi ko… actually, I’m just asking for a sign, any kind ng sign… tpos pagkatapos ng samba, pupunta sna ako sa prayer room, pero under construction pa cya, so I decided to go home na, pagkapunta ko sa tpat ng simbahan biglng ngkaroon ng fireworks display, di ko alam kung anong okasyon at may paputok, tpos ngpasalamt ako ky Lord, if evr man n un n ang sign. At un n nga di ko akalaing its for real.

Pero sa kabila ng kasiyahang aking nadama, may kaakibat itong kalungkutan, bumalik sya.. pero di p rin ako sigurado kung mananatili sya. Mhirap ang umasa, mas lalo lng akong masasaktan, pero anong magagawa ko? Wala… un n lng ang tanging paraan, kung hindi ay maloloka ako…

Nagkamali ba ako?

2007-01-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

Nagkamali ba ako?... Mahal kita...

Pagkatapos kong makakita ng rainbow, akala ko magiging maayos at masaya na ang lahat. Pero tila nagkamali ako, tila masyado akong umasa at nangarap. Tila tama pa ang akala kong mali. Ito na ang huli kong pagda-drama. I have to move on and focus on other important things.
Natakot ako at nag-alala, akala ko may masama ng nangyari, dahil kinutuban ako, pag kinutuban kasi ako, di na maalis sa isip ko ang di mag-alala sa taong iyon. Dumaan ang mga araw, mas lalo akong nagalala. Sinubukan kong wag isipin, pero, bigla-bigla itoy bumabalik sa aking isipan, kung bakit? Hindi ko rin alam.
Nang muli kong nasilayan ang liwanag, naging masaya ako ulit. Pero ito pala ay panandalian lamang. Hindi ko mawari kung bakit kailangan ay masaktan na naman ako. Kasasabi ko lang na sana ay di na maulit ang mga masasakit na pangyayari, pero sadya sigurong di ko na ito maiiwasan, at patuloy pa rin akong nasasaktan.
Kung sana lang talaga, maaga tayong nagkakilala, di sana naging ganito ang nangyari. Palagi tayong pinagtatagpo, pero ni minsan ay di ko naisip na magkakakilanlan tayo.
Ang sabi mo sa akin wag akong mag-alala, pero sa ginagawa mo mas lalo akong nagaalala, para bang may mabigat sa kalooban ko na di ko mawari kung ano. Kung may problema sabihin mo,hindi yung nanghuhula ako kung anong dahilan ng mga pangyayari. Mas nasasaktan ako.
Kung alam mo lang, halos gabi-gabi naiiyak ako. Nasasaktan. Nagtatanong. Pero kailangan na sigurong tapusin na ito. Sabi mo nga lahat ng ito ay para sa ikakabuti ko. Di ko man alam kung sa anong paraan ito makakabuti sa akin.
Salamat sa lahat. Naging part ka na ng pagkatao ko at sobrang nagpapasalamat ako dun. Higit sa lahat, dahil sa iyo, natuto akong harapin ang buhay bilang isang mas matapang na tao.
Hanggang dito na lang ang lahat. Tapos na ang masasayang oras na hinahangaan ko ang rainbow. Sumisinag na ang araw, unti-unti ng nawawala ang mga magagndang kulay ng rainbow, sabay nito ay kakalimutan ko na ang mga masasakit na nangyari. I have to move on. Kelangan ko ng mas mag-focus sa mga importanteng bagay sa buhay ko. Dahil itong pagkakaabalahan ko, siguradong di ako iiwan, at higit sa lahat, ito ang magdidikta ng aking kinabukasan.
Salamat ulit.

P.S. Belated 18th birthday to my cousin, ate ne, dalaga ka na… sana ay maging successful ka sa career na iyong tatahakin.

Happy 10th birthday Earl John. Matupad sana lahat ng wishes mo. Little bro, sana mas maging mabait ka, at pagbutihan mo pa lalo ang iyong studies. Love you.

Happy birthday Roxanne and Jihad. (January 17) I wish you good health, and a bright future to both of you.

Happy birthday also to Jeff. May God always bless you, and your family. Galingan mo pa lalo sa studies mo. Kaya mo yan. I’m hoping na maging valedictorian ka. Hehe. Maging maligaya ka sana sa iyong birthday. Ung gift niyo ni Roxy, sa reunion na lang. Feb.3… okei…

.........................:)

Tapos na ang drama… kung alam mo lang, mahal kita.

a life like a rainbow...

2007-01-03T19:30:00.000+08:00

Last update q… October 24… pagkatapos ng unos, isang bahaghari ang lilitaw…

Bagong taon na, at ngayon na lang ako ulit nakapag-update, paxenxa naman… nagging busy lang po ako…

Pagkatapos ng nangyaring unos sa akin noong October, may panibagong unos na dumating sa aking buhay… ang pagmo-move on… Mhirap pla tlaga un… ang kalimutan ang isang taong akala mo ay magiging special na part na ng iyong buhay. Matagal din bago ako nakalimot… sa totoo lng di ko pa talaga siya nakakalimutan… ano ba ang meron sa knya n di ko malimutan. Naging sobrang hirap tlaga sa akin ang mga pangyayari, sobrang na-depressed ako. Pero mahirap mang tanggapin, kelan na akong humarapo sa panibagong yugto ng aking buhay….

Well… ano n bng ngyari…ayan… ang November ang pinakamasaya at pinaka nakakapagod n month para sa akin… start na ang MTAP…. Ito na ata ang pinakamasayang MTAP na ina-ttendan ko… sobrang galling magturo ni ma’am villaluna, at super enjoy tlga ung discussions… sayang lng tlga at may na-miss akong isang session. Pinagsisisihan ko tlga un…. Sa bawat session n dumaan, mas lalo kong gusting mag-sabado na,,, at dating gawi,,, sm n namn kmi… kain sa fudcourt,,, sa aming ever-beloved KIPP’S… pgkatpos nito ay kunting chika at lakwatsa… hahaha…. Sobrang na-miss ko rin ang dance maniax,,, kya un… pg ginanahan kmi, diretso ng quantum…

Isa sa mga masayng ngyari sa akin nitong November, ay nung nkapasok kmi ng intel…. Selebrasyon….. ang inaasam-asam nming lhat… akalain mo na nakpasok ang project naming…. Di tlga ako mkapaniwalwa…. Dhil sa pasok kmi sa intel, ngarag kmi nung sem break, inaasikaso ung mga forms n kelngng tapusin….

Ito n po… intel na… 1st day… pre-judging… kinabukasang araw, un na ang decision time… sa applied ang nkapasok pra sa SRC screening ay:

Applied (individual)
1.Cherry Oracion QCSHS
2.Kuya Lorenz MaSCi
3.mr. I don’t know (?)
Team
1.Sharlyn Celino (QCSHS)
2.Kristian Tolentino (QCSHS)
3-4 2 PhiSci entries
5-6 Masci entries
7. MakatiSCI entry

Life (individual)
1.Dianne Pili (qcshs)
di ko n kilala ung iba…

Panalo cla Cherry (2nd, diretso sya sa ASEP nationals) at Dianne (1st, Intel Nationals)

Kmi… bitter na namn…. Ang ginawa ng mga natalong groups,,, kumain sa KFC… dun ay reunion ako with my 2 former clasm8s nung elem… c isille at fernani…pagkatapos magpakabusog… diretso quantum, nAg-taiko kmi… nglabas lng ng sama ng loob, bitterness, anger,,, etc….ang skit sa kamay… promise… pero enjoy.,..

Sa rami ng contest na sinalihan ko… ang rami ko n ring na-miss n test… buti n lng may () kming choice… hahaha… I juz love 90…..kc khit mgmake-up k ng mga namiss mong test… its either 90 or ung obtained scoe mo… so… kung mas mababa sa 90 ang nkuha mo… 90 p rin equivalent mo… hahaha… 2 quiz na sa math ang napasa ko dhil sa 90 na score… magdiwang… sa physics may isang long test na akong nalusutan at nakakuha ako ng 90… pero ung obtained score ko 89… oks p rin at least tumaas ako ng 1 point….

DECEMBER… nging sobrang busy na kmi para sa carol fest… take note… isang lingo lng kmi ng-prepare… at sobrang swerte p rin kmi… naka-3rd place kmi… hahahaha…. Magdiwang ulit….

1.DARWIN 4
2.BECQUEREL 4
3.AVOGADRO4
tpos… ayun…

ay nga pla ….. sinigt ko lng…
Dec.16… PDA grand dream night,… binabati ko si YEng dhil nanalo cya… pero pra sa akin best performance that night c RONNIE LIANG….>>> wla kng msabi…. Wla syang flats, sharps or khit anong mistake….. I love you RONNIE…..

Dec.20- last Christmas party sa quesci…. Mamimisss ko ang Christmas party… la ng ganito sa college… sa exchange gift… monita ko c JANe… salamt sa watch… luv ko cya…. Baby ko c MUNOY… sana nagustuhan mo ung shirt… sa YSG… c Francis… san mo sinabit un???? Nakabunot sa akin c DEWITT!!!!! HOY!!!! Lalaki… bat wla akong gift… humanda k tlga sa akin… sisingilin ko ung 100 ko… png-load ko rin un noh…. Ang KURIPOT mo ha…. Hmmp….

Pagkatapos ng party, diretso agad sa sm… pichur…pichur… sinulit ang bwat sandali sa tpat ng mga lens ng camera… enjoy tlga… tpos… bonding moment with AMYNK… nag-stay kmi sa fuccourt… kinain ang cookies n bgy ng flexies… tpos pinapak ung lumpiang shanghai at chicken curry…

Dec.21 – Birthday ni Mei-shee…. Practice kmi ng presentation pra sa YMCA nung hapon sa staffrum… kalog kung kalog na ito.. pagdating ko sa bhay, binanatan ko na namn ang IT started with a kiss… hahaha… umiyak n nman ako… ang gandah tlga ng last 5 chapters…

Dec.22, hana yori dango naman ang binanatan ko… melai Happy Birthday…. Wlang chapter 8 ang HYD…… sayang… ang gwapo ni rui hanazawa… go Oguri Shun… wlng tututol… hahaha… na-miss ko ang reunion ng SNPS… hows dat namn… huhuhu, mizz ko na kau…. Txt nio n lng aq…

Dec.24-25… usual celebration ng Christmas…. Kain… tulog… nothing special… salamt sa mga ngbgay sa akin ng gifts… labyah all…

Dec.26- this is it… ang YMCA day ….. 5 days akong mawawala sa bhay ko… nku… d ako sanay… katakot… pero actually excited ako… sobra… meet ng new frenz…

Tpos new year… ang bilis lng… pgkatpos…. March na!!! graduation n!!! bye bye n!!!!... di pwede… dpat wlang byes….

MOMENT Q:

Sabi nga nila , pag may ngsarang pintuan, may magbubukas na bintana… bintaNa n bng maituturing ang pgkakahanap mo ng panibagong tao sa buhay mo… ang msakit kc… kung kelan unti-unti ay nawawala na sya sa aking icpan… tsaka naman bigla ko cyang makikita… sa d ko inaasahang oras,araw at panahon… bkit kelangn n pra kng ipis n pasulpot-sulpot sa kung saan… alam mo b mhirap pra sa kin un… sobra… magkahalong kasiyahaan at kalungkutan ang aking ndama nung muli taung mgkita… hindi ko alam kung un ba ay pahiwatig na may pagasa pa… o indikasyon n ito n ang huli at di na tlg pwede khit kelan???? Ouch…. Pero khit msakit, nging mligaya ako nung araw na un… ung dti kong ngiti ay bumalik khit s sndling pnhon n un… kung alam mo lng kung anong kagalakan ang nadama ng aking puso nung muli taung mgkita… di n namn cguro npancin… pero ang puso ko’y lubos n ngagalak. Pero lhat ay my katapusan, pti ang masayang pangyayari n un. Ntpos ang araw at ang ngiti q ay unti-unti ng napapawi.

Panibagong panahon, panibagong araw… di p man kita lubos n nlilimutan, apero alam ko na wla n tlga un… kya alam ko n my nkaplano n c lord s kin… un n nga ang pgbibigay ng bahaghari, pagktpos ng ulan… di mo man sya kaparehas ng ugali, nararamdaman ko ng sobrng maalalahanin cya… sa lhat ng pagkakataon nndyan cya pra sa akin… di katulad mo n di mo mahanap pag kelngn ko… mabait nman cya… hnda nia akong ipagtanggol sa lahat ng pagkakataon… may ngiti syng binibgy sa bwat araw n kmiy ngkikita… may kmy syng nkaalalay sa lhat ng oras… ano p b ang mahihiling ko… alam ko na… sana ay di na cya mawala sa tabi ko… kasi pag ngkataon… ang puso ko khti kelan di na maghihilom… pra sa king past… di pa ako hndang awitin ang “almost over you”, alam ko nmn n di ka pa napapalitan sa aking puso.. ayaw kong mgpanggap n limot n kita.. pero gusto ko lng mgpasalamt sau dhil khit ganun ang ngyari ay nging masaya kng parte k ng buhay ko…ngpapasalamt din ako, dhil khit anong ngyari, hnda k p ring batiin ako, if ever man n mgkikita tau… sa ngaun… dahan-dahn muna ang lhat… pero sana… huling iyak ko n ito… para sayo… hnda k snang mghintay hnggat di pa ako nakakalimot, at sana hnda k rin punasan ang aking mga luha sa mga di sinasadyang pagkakataon…

pagkatapos ng unos...

2006-10-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

makaraan ang halos 3 buwan n di ko pag-uupdate ng blog ko, buhay ulit ako paramagkwento ng aking buhay. for the past months ay nakaranas ako ng kasiyahan, kalungkutan at pagkakaroon ng love interest.

mga last week ng august ay naging busy kami sa pagpra2practice para sa SABAYANG PAGBIGKAS at swerte naman at nanalo kami... 2nd place. pero wala si Bibs na aking kapartner, absent din si Anna. baging masakitin ang AVO nung week na nagpre2pare kmi. tpos ayun meron pa pala, natalo ako sa kauna-unahang kong individual contest saecon... POPULATION QUIZ, sayang talaga yun, kung nagkataon na nanalo ako eh di sana regional level na ang sunod, sayang talga. pero kahit ganun ay bibigyan pa rin naman ako ni sir jack ng another oppurtunity,ang ECOQUIZ, nga november/december/january pa yun. Team contest naman ito, at sabi ni sir makakasama ko dito si betsow... sana ay manalo kami dahil kailangna naming i-defen yung pagiging champion.

1st sunday ng september, ina-nounce ang top 10, at binigay ang cards. sa kasamaan and at the ame time, kabutihang pald ay naksama pa rin ako sa top ten, kaso nga lang top10, in short SABIT AKO... nalungkot talaga ako, pero wala na tayong magagawa dun kaya ipinangako ko na pagbubutihan ko ang 2nd quarter. nakakalungkot ang grade ko sa PHYSICS and RESEARCh, ang dalawang subject na nagpahila sa grade ko.

naging busy ako sa buong month ng september dahil sa foundation week... naging fruitful naman ang booths ng science club at kumita kmi ng mga P9500.00 not bad... dadagdagan p namin yan sa science week. wala naman akong masyadong naging problema sa mga ibang officers, at nagpapasalamat ako nakasama ko si mommy, tinulungan niya ako safood booth. THANKS MOMMY!

SEPTEMBER 26, ayan birthday ko na... hehe, ang pinakamasayang birthday ko sa laht, pero ito ay may halong lungkot at inis. September 24 p lang ay naghanda na sa bahay. cake,karekare,kaldereta, fruitsalad, at rocky road n ice cream. september 25, may paagang birthday sa akin angmga true FRIENDS ko... sa sobrang pagiging true FRIENDS nila ay naiins ako at nagalit ng todo. kulang na lang ay magmura ako ng p***ina..sa mismong araw ng birthday ko ay sinurprise ako ng amynk sa kanilang production number, may matching spongebob theme sa board namin.. MARAMING SALAMAT ... salamat din samga bumati sa akin... pano ba yan matanda na ako... itong araw na ito ay punong-puno ng surprise, isa na ito ang pagkaalam ko na ka-birthday ko si sir jex, akalain mo... kala ko nagbibiro lang si mam guggie nung sabihin niya ito, pero its for real. ka-birthday ko nga talaga siya.15years din ako naghintay ng ka-birthday ko tapos ngayon nga ay may nahanap na ako.. well... ok lng pala na maghintay ng 15 years...

ng first week ng october ay naging busy kami sa pagaasikaso ng reseach paper... at sa wakas ay natapos rin namin ito... nakasama pa kami para sa national inventor's week pati sa INTEL, grabeng achievement ito...habang gumagawa ako ng research paper noong oct.10 ay sobrang na-inspired ako, dahil may isang taong nag-aalala sa kin, pinaalalahanan niya ako na uminom ng aking gamot...as in sobrang concern siya, at dahil dun ay na-touch talga ako,.

October11. birthday ni ger, field trip atmaysakit ako, how's that naman. ng nasa bus na ko, lalo yataakong nagksakit, na-lovesick ata ako... hehehe, iba naman kc ung may tinetext ka ahbang may biyahe di b??? enjoy naman ang field trip kaso nga lang nakakapagod talaga lalo na ugn maysakit ka di ba. habang nasa resort ay nakipagtsikahan ako kay sirjex, ayun umiral na naman ang pagiging madaldal ko, kaya kahit masakit na ang lalamunan ko sige, daldal pa rin ako... rami namin napagusapan pati ung mga bad things napagusapan namin.

Oct.12 nabulok ako. period........................ wala kasing magawa, pumasok lng ako dahil may PHYSICS, hows that naman talaga...speaking of PHYSICS, i love physics na talga, kasi namn kung dati bagsak-bagsak ang long testko sa p6, ngayon lahat pasado, at hindi basta-basta pasado lang, sobrang pasado. kaya naman nagpapasalamatako kay sir kulong, dahil sobrang naintindihan ko ang lessons. thanks SIR!!!

Oct.13 friday the 13th, muntikan na akong mabulok nung hapon, buti na lang at hindi. pero nabulok ako noong uamga, ay di pala.. kasi nag-present kami sa pinoy... kabanat 20- ang nagpapalagay. Interview ang ginawa namin.

me- don custodio, roanne and lars - maharot n host, ray and stella- maharot na director,crew atbp.

nagibg sobrang lucky at saya para sa akin ngaraw na ito. punong-puno ng mga bagay na nagpa-inspired sa akin ng lubusan, sobrang saya grabe... ang saya ng feeling na makatanggap ng gift... piggy na blue,,, sobrang cute naman...

pagkatapos ng araw na ito, balik na tayo sa katotohanan. ang mga bagay-bagay ay hindi pwedeng magingpanghabang- buhay... pati ang mga tao ay kailangang mawala. di natin alam kung kelan kayo magki2ta, tadhana na ang bahala.

PERIO WEEk na!!! bad ang naging resulta ng chem ko... im praying na kem lang...

sem.break na!!!! panahon kung saan maari ka ng magpahinga pero di pa rin pwede... lam nio yun?? sobrang busy pa rin kahit bakasyon na!!!

ako ngayon ay may pusong sawing-sawi... matapos ng isa, ay ito na naman ang panibagongsugat sa aking puso.. bakit b hindi na pwede? bakit ba hindi pwedeng magtagal? wala naman tayong problema, bat di ka nagrereply? wala ka bang lod? nyeek, ang babaw mo, pwede ka namn magpaload tpos txtmo ako at sbhing, xenxa n, buasy ako at walng load... di b?ngayon ay kailangan ko ng wakasan ang kahibangan kong ito... dahil lalo lang masasaktan ang aking puso, lalo lang ako malu2ngkot at luluha... ayaw ko ng maalala ang laht, ewan ko ba? maayos namn ang mga pangyayari, kaso nga lang ay humarang ang panahon. nasasayangan tuloy ako sa mga araw na hindi ko pinahalgahan, kung ngingmas maaga lang sana ang laht, ehdi sana happy endingh ang drama nating dalawa, pero hindi eh... wala na akong magagawa dun, kundi hintayin muli angpanahon na tayoy pagtagpuin muli, malay natin... malay ko! dito ko na tinatapos ang laht, im going to move on na... promise... siguro ay matatagalan bago kita malumot pero kahit ganun ay malilimut pa rin kita....maari... hindi ko alam... maaringsa mga susunod na araw ay maririnig mo na akong kumakanta ng "ALMOST OVER YOU" maari rin naman na hindi...malay ko, malay mo, malay natin...

at sa pagtatapos ng unos na ito ay sana magawa ko pa ring ngumiti at makawayan ka pag tayoy muling magkita... di ko alam kung true love na ito, pero kung ito na nga talaga un, patawarin mo ako at di ko nasabi, patawarin mo ako kung akoy nahuli man, patawarin mo ako at kailangan na kitang limutin. mahal kita...

--------love-------------is------------not----------meant-----------FOREVER----------------

KaPaG at NGayon

2006-08-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

sa mga taong di pa nakakakilala sa akin, sa unang tingin akala nila'y ako'y isang tahimik, mabait at sobrang modest na girl, para bang isang maamong tuta kapag nasa isang sulok lang ako at may sariling mundo.

pero kapag nakilala mo na ako, masisiraan ka na ng bait, bakit?? kasi makulit ako, mainggay, pacute lagi, baby kung umasta.

kapag nagalit ako, daig pa ang mt. mayon kung sumabog. kapag inis ako, para akong isang plastic sobrang saya ko pa, at napakabait ko sa taong kagalit ko.

kapag akoy masaya isinishare ko sa laht ng tao, pag akoy depressed makikita mo na ako sa canteen, kumain este lumalamon. kapag akoy excited at kinakabahan, aakalain mong umiiyak na ako sa sobrang kaba.

kapag ako'y in - love, lagi akong nasa cr nag-aayos ng hair and face. pag ako'y broken - hearted, nagpapaganda pa rin ako, sabay kanta ng sobrang lakas ng mga kanta ng mga sawi sa pag-ibig.

nagyon akoy masaya dahil may isang "jun" na aking inspirasyon sa buhay. ngayon akoy medyo naiinis sa mga taong "mean".

ngayon akoy kinakabahan sa nalalapit na bigayan ng cards at top ten.

ngayon akoy masaya dahil unti-unti ng umunlad ang research project namin.

ngayon akoy excited sa nalalapit na field trip namin.

akoy depressed dahil naalala ko pa rin siya, sana ay makalimutan ko na yun dahil may jun na ako hehe...

ngayon akoy nagi-enjoy sa aking last few months bilang 4th yr.

ngayon ay katatapos pa lang naming magcelebrate dahil nanalo ang AVO-4 sa "sabayang pagbigkas".

ngayon akoy masaya dahil si hane' ay inilayo ni Lord sa mas malalim na sugat, sana ay unti-unti ay magamot na ang mga sugat at sakit na iyong nararamdaman.

ngayon akoy nagdadasal na lahat ng AVO ay ilayo sa sakit, at sana ay uminom na kayo ng vitamin c okay?!GOD BLESS...

True Confessions 2

2006-08-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

True Confessions 2

“Eh? What’s this?”

“Operation Stop Love?”

Yankumi had the grace to blush as the two women leaned over her shoulders to peer at the paper she had tried so desperately to hide. She had spent all night thinking up a plan to stop Sawada’s advances and she was quite proud of the list she had compiled. Short of threatening the teen with a sound beating, she would have to make do with these smaller but no less effective tactics.

“Ah, this…this is nothing,” she said quickly, laughing as she began to stuff the paper between her text books. “It’s just plans for a…a…book I’m writing.”

“What’s that?” Kyoto-sensei asked loudly. The head teacher was always quick to take notice of matters that concerned Yamaguchi and her delinquent students. His plans to get rid of that class had so far fallen short each and every time, but he was going to succeed someday. It was only a matter of time. He smirked knowingly as he walked towards the flustered woman. “You are writing a book, Yamaguchi sensei?”

“Ah…uum…” Shit! What have I gotten myself into?! How am I going to tell them otherwise?!

“You do know that teachers in this school are not allowed to write books, at least while on the job until they are fired…eh…out of the school.”

His smirk grew wider and Yankumi could feel her jaw beginning to ache from having to force a polite smile on her visage. “Ah…I didn’t know that, Kyoto-sensei. I’ll stop writing the book then.”

“Eh?”

“Oh, would you look at the time?! I have to be at my class now!”

And hardly giving the others a chance to say anything else, she bowed quickly and fled the teacher’s lounge.

“Whew…thank goodness I managed to get out of that one,” she said with a soft laugh as she walked down the corridor. “It would have been trouble trying to explain that to anyone. Geez, trust Fujiyama sensei and Kawashima sensei to be so nosey…”

“Shin?! Oy, Shin! Wait up!”

She froze at the sound of the name; her stomach doing a nervous flip-flop as the memory of Sawada’s lips against hers came rushing back to her mind. Her fingers tightened around the textbooks as she took a tentative step forward. Leaning over the rail slowly, she could make out the figures of Uchiyama and Noda walking towards the dark-haired boy waiting for them. As usual, Shin looked cool and collected; a hand within the pocket of his pants and some t-shirt with a rock band logo on it hidden beneath his school jacket. He gave a small nod towards his friends as they approached. They were beginning to talk about something rather earnestly and being the curious woman she was, Yankumi found herself leaning closer and closer to…

“Aieee!!” The books fell to the ground below with a loud crash and for a heart stopping moment it seemed as if she was suspended above the rail about to join her books! How in the world had she managed to lean out this far?!

“Yankumi!” Uchi and Noda yelled out in surprise and mild panic as they noticed the person responsible for the noise.

Damn it! I’m going to die in front of my students like a peeping tom! If only I hadn’t stopped to look at…eh?

A strong arm was wrapped around her waist, pulling her back to safety. She didn’t need to turn around to know who her rescuer was. She could feel her cheeks flaming with embarrassment as well as another emotion she had only thought she could have for Shinohara.

“You just don’t know when to give up, do you?” Shin muttered softly into her hair, making no effort to release her just yet. “Do you want to kill yourself?”

“Ah…I…I was just…” With an effort, she pulled herself away from his embrace and held up her hands before her as if warding off the devil. She couldn’t get herself to look him in the eye and settled for staring at a spot on his forehead. “I was just about to tell you boys to start heading to class. If you had been late…”

“…I would have to scrub the toilets,” Shin finished with a small smirk while trying to hide his disappointment at how quick she had pulled away.

“Bu…but of course!”

“Shin! Yankumi!” Uchi cried out in concern as he and Noda ran towards them. They both held Yankumi’s books in their hands books for herppointment at how quick she was to flee from himdn ir homeroom. ist pump in the air at the bottom . “Are you okay?”

“Yes,” she said with a relieved sigh, glad that she was no longer alone with Shin. He really was beginning to make it difficult to think these days…or maybe since yesterday. “Ah, thank you for picking up my books…crap!”

She watched, as if in slow motion, as the dreaded paper filled with her plans began to fall from the book Noda was waving about. Eyes widening in horror, she reached out to snatch it from the air, but someone else was much faster and now held it in his hand.

Oh…shit.

Shin stared at the hastily scribbled words finished with a comical picture of Yankumi with a fist pump in the air at the bottom of the page. “What is…?”

“Nothing!” Yankumi cried out with a laugh that felt a bit forced. She grabbed the paper and her books from the boys quickly and began to shove them onwards. “Now, now, let’s not stand around here doing nothing! It’s time for class, okay? Class!”

Shin spared her another quizzical look, allowing himself to be pushed towards their homeroom. Operation Stop Love? What the hell did that mean? Geez, just when he thinks he has managed to figure out this woman, she turns around and does something completely new and different.

__

As usual, the room was noisy and boisterous – that was until Yankumi bellowed at them to shut the hell up. Not exactly the way a teacher ought to speak to her students, but then again, they had come to know of her background and were quite used to her mood swings and sometimes foul language.

Shin settled into his chair and promptly laid his head on the desk with a soft sigh. It felt relatively cool against his heated forehead as he tried to convince himself that it was only because of having fled up that flight of stairs to rescue her. Just how many times had he done that now? It seemed that he was either helping her get out of trouble or she was the one saving his hide. Of course it was a blow to his pride that a woman had to help him out in fights, but he had come to find out that he didn’t really mind having Yankumi by his side…to fight with and for him of course.

His lashes grew heavier as her voice droned on although the soft murmurs from the students were beginning to rise in tempo. Kuma was saying something to him now, but he could barely hear a thing.

/Do you like me?/

Geez…what kind of a question is that? What had she expected him to say? Did she think he was going to blurt out his feelings for her just like that? Of course he still wasn’t really sure of what to think of Yankumi anyway. She had shown she was strong…and smart – when she wasn’t too busy spacing out and dreaming of that lawyer guy. He groaned and closed his eyes. That was another problem too. Not only did he have to deal with being treated as a student, he knew he had his work cut out for him since Shinohara was in the picture.

/Sawada…kiss me…/

His cheeks felt hot and he had to clamp his thighs together quickly. No, he hadn’t been imagining things. He was sure she had said those words to him yesterday on the roof top. And to make it even better, she had asked him – Sawada – to kiss her not Shinohara. It was a pity he had chickened out at the last minute. He had gotten so nervous at the thought of actually kissing her completely that he had backed out. He sighed again. She really was cute when she chose to be and that unfortunately, was more than half of the time.

“So…anyone know the answer?”

He opened up his eyes slowly, listening to the restless shuffle of feet and heads being scratched. He lifted his head to stare at the question on the board, his mind processing the equation and coming to an answer just as quickly. He figured he’d wait a little more for someone else to give it a shot.

“Eh? No one knows the answer to this?”

He almost felt sorry for her, standing alone before the class - looking so small and helpless like a sheep thrown in the lion’s den. He almost felt like knocking his classmates’ heads together to make them think! It wasn’t that difficult of a problem. This was elementary school stuff.

Come on…someone…answer…

Her shoulders slumped a little and he felt something hard twist within his chest. Shit! Why did he have to give a damn so much? With a soft sigh, he began to lift his hand to reply but to his surprise as well as every one else’s, Kuma’s hand shot up quickly.

“I know! It’s…eh…two, right?”

Way to go, Kuma, he thought as a smile – almost proud to an onlooker – came to Shin’s lips. He listened to Yankumi’s whoop of delight and the subsequent round of applause and cheers from the rest of the students. Kuma was a good kid at heart. Sure he was heavy-set and had a brain the size of a pea, but he had his moments every once in a while.

“How did you get it right, Kuma?” Yankumi asked with unbridled joy. It meant that her lessons were finally getting across.

“Ah,” the blond began with a sheepish smile. “It’s because Shin teaches me after school sometimes.”

Shin groaned and laid his head on the desk again. Did he really have to say that?

“Eeeh?! Is that true, Sawada?!” Yankumi cried out in pleasure. “You should become a teacher too!”

The next thing he knew, she was ruffling his hair and he was trying to swat it away, trying hard not to blush at the contact. Everyone else was beginning to cheer him as well, but all he could see and feel were the warm eyes, her brilliant smile and the soft touch of her hands which sent pleasant tingles down his spine.

__

She groaned in dismay as she stared at Operation Number Two: Do not encourage him in class.

Well, she had definitely not kept that end of the bargain. She had gone to praise him for teaching Kuma and had even touched him! She stared at her hand as if it was guilty for making her go against her own rules. This would never do. She would have to really make Sawada hate her or he was going to keep falling in love with her.

“Oh!” She slapped her hands against her cheeks and stared at her flushed features in the mirror. “I shouldn’t be thinking about that!”

“Thinking about what?” Kawashima sensei asked as she walked into the restroom to stand beside the smaller woman. “Why do you look so red?”

“Red? I do?” Yankumi gaped at her reflection again and shook her head. Goodness! She hadn’t even thought of Shinohara sensei all this time and yet she was feeling this out of sync!

“Uh huh,” Kawashima powered her face as she spoke. “Fujiyama sensei and I are going to the bar tonight. Do you want to join us? Then you can tell us all about your Operation Stop Love.”

“Ah…that…”

“You weren’t planning on keeping it a secret from us, were you? If it’s a way to snag a good looking guy, then I’m all for it.”

Snag? I’m trying to keep him away!

“So will you join us?” Kawashima asked again.

Deciding that she had nothing better to do anyway and could do with the time away from her turbulent thoughts, Yankumi found herself nodding in agreement. “Yes…I’ll be there.

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At the end of the get-together, Yankumi was just about ready to crawl into bed and never wake up for the rest of her life. Not only had she been forced to drink more sake than she would have liked, she had had to deal with the advances of the man Kawashima sensei had set her up with. Why hadn’t the nurse told her that she was bringing two men along? If Yankumi had known, she would have steered clear away from them.

“With that sigh, it doesn’t look like you had a lot of fun.”

“Like hell I had a lot of fun,” she replied automatically, barely aware of slipping into the cruder language of her roots. “I could have bashed his face in if he had come on to me one more time…eh?”

She blinked and gaped at the smirking teen walking past her. As usual, Sawada was carrying yet another bag of his dinner perhaps and although she had told him he could come to her house anytime for a meal, he was being such a stubborn brat.

“What are you doing here?” she asked rather dumbly.

He held up his bag, hardly waiting for her to catch up to him. “I’m going to eat. I’m hungry.”

“You can come over to my place, remember? My grandfather has wondered why you’ve not come in a while.”

He shrugged lightly and turned his face away, hardly breaking his stride as they crossed the street. “I’ll come…I just don’t feel like imposing myself on you.”

“Imposing yourself on us!” she cried out, slapping his shoulder with a force that had him wincing. She really didn’t know her own strength, did she? “You’re not imposing! We told you that you’re welcome anytime! But come to think of it…this isn’t your usual route.”

His blush darkened and he quickened his steps. No need telling her that he had been following her all evening. “I met up with Uchi and the others,” he lied quickly. “So we had to come down this way.”

“Oooh, is that so?” Hold on a minute! What am I doing?! I’m not supposed to be encouraging him, remember? So why am I inviting him over to my house? Why am I even walking with him?!

He stopped as he noticed that she wasn’t keeping up with him anymore. He cocked his head to the side and eyed her warily. “Yankumi? What’s wrong?”

“No…nothing,” she said quickly and with a small bow. “I’ll just be heading home now. I go that way, remember?”

He felt something heavy fall to the pit of his stomach and he grit his teeth for a second, wondering why he had put so much hope in her coming over to his place again. He had even bought an extra pack of noodles for that purpose.

“Ah…so…”

“I’m tired,” she said with a small smile of apology. “All that drinking and partying with the grownups is making me sleepy.”

He felt something cold creep down his spine at the deliberate jab, his hand tightening around the bag as he watched her carefully. That’s right. He wasn’t a grown up yet. He was just another kid in her class after all. How dumb had he been to think that she was the only one who could understand him?

“I see…” he said coldly. “Well…don’t let me keep you.”

And without another glance, he spun on his heels and walked away leaving Yankumi shivering beneath the warmth of her jacket. It would seem that without even trying much – she had somehow pushed Shin away.

Operation Stop Love – Success!

So why didn’t she still feel happy about that?

__

He let himself into his apartment and didn’t even bother turning on the lights. Of course it helped that the neon lights from a building outside illuminated the room a little, but it was still relatively dark and he was grateful for it.

He half-stumbled towards his bed and fell heavily upon it, closing his eyes tightly as he tried to will away the burning sting in his eyes.

God, how could he have been so stupid?! He cursed his age over and over again, pounding his fists into the pillows in frustration. It couldn’t be helped really, he thought after a while. As long as he remained in her class, he was always going to be a student to her and nothing more.

He rolled onto his back to stare blindly at the ceiling for several long minutes. What could he do now? How could he keep up with her? The more he thought, the more one possible solution came to mind. He knew it would hurt her…but if he hoped to make a statement, he would have to pull this off to perfection.

He would give her the cold shoulder – ignore her completely if need be – until she would come running back to him begging for forgiveness.

IsAng Araw nA LaNG

2006-07-12T18:48:00.000+08:00

ano ba ngayon.... july 12. isang masaya na araw, pero nakakaasar din.

una, may bagyo ngayon si bagyong florentina. at dahil sa kanya ay suspended ang klase ngayon. pero as usualk, late na naman ang announcement ng deped, kaya kawawa naman ang mga ibang classmate ko na nag-commute. pero okay na rin kasi nakaligtas ako sa quiz namin sa Practical Chemistry, tapos nakagawa kami ng mas maaga ng banner para sa special birthday ni hannah bukas. nag-enjoy din akong makasama sila dei at roanne sa pag-watch ng movie na "my sassy girl". ang ganda talaga ng story, di nakakasawa, more than 10 times ko na yata napanood yun, pero kinikilig pa rin ako.

nag-enjoy naman ang lahat ng AMYNK na present kanina sa paggawa ng special surprise for hane.

nakakinis ang araw dahil wala lang medyo malas at bwesit lang talaga ang araw na ito. ayaw ko ng mag-comment baka maaway na naman ako. wawa naman me.

tapos medyo nainis din ako kanina sa biglaang pag-atras ng ibang AMYNK sa plano ngayong araw na ito, nakakinis lang pero nawala na rin un. katulad nung sinabi ko kanina, nagenjoy naman kami eh.

excited na ako for tomorrow. pero sana suspended pa rin ang klase bukas. magkikita na lang siguro kami para sa celebration na birthday ni hane. gusto ko pang makatulog. ayun lang.

AmiNaN 'tOL

2006-07-11T18:48:00.000+08:00

ngayong araw na ito, puno ng aminan. una, nag-open forum ang AMYNK tungkol sa mga bagay na may kinalaman sa hindi pagkakasunduan. syempre hindi maiiwasan sa isang grupo na magkaroon ng unting pag-aaway, at di rin maiiwasan ang pagkakaroon ng mga issues. well... nagsabi ng sama ng loob si dei, pati na rin ako. ang unang issue ay ang hindi pagiging open ni monique sa mga pangyayri sa life niya. di rin naman namin masisi si stella dahil personal matters na yun di ba? tapos ang sumunod na issue ay ang gap between ni mons at betsow. nararamdaman ni stella na galit sa kanya si betsow, pero sabi naman ni betsow ay hindi. nag-open din ako kay ger na dati ay nakakapagbigay ako ng bad comment sa kanila ni renan. pero dati lang yun, bago pa may nangyari at dun ko napatunayan na malinis din pala ang intensiyon ni renan.

nag-open din si wilson tungkol sa nakaraan. yung hindi nila pag-uusap ni ger at iba pa. marami ring nabulgar na secrets, isa na dito ang issue sa pagitan nila renan, ger at wilson. haayy....

nag-open din ako ng secret. tungkol sa important persons sa life ko ngayon. hindi ko nagawang sabihin sa lahat ng AMYNK, di pa ako ready. may pinagsabihan na akong ilan, at they are in favor naman. sinusuportahan nga nila ako. kaya yun happy na rin ako.

hanggang dito na lang.

AmOr.......right

2006-07-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

What a month!!! Biruin niyo after 1 month of being stagnant sa aking blog, sa wakes ay makakapag-update na rin ako.

Marami na ang nangyari sa nakaraang 1 buwan.

Marami mga problema, happy moments, tests, quizzes, ang nagdaan.

Marami bagong natutunan at naintindihan.

Sa nakaraang buwan, naka – 4 na quiz kami sa Chemistry 1 experiment, 3 long tests sa Economics, 1 quiz at 1 long test sa English, 3 quiz 1 long test sa Filipino, 4 na quiz at 1 madugong long test sa Physics (28 ang hindi nakapasa!!! Kasama na ako run). 2 quizzes, 2 experiments sa aking elective na Practical Chemistry, 4 na quiz sa Research idagdag mo pa ang nakakalokang pagi-edit ng research proposal naming (start again from a scratch), Calculus, 2 quizzes, 1 long test at higit sa lahat MAPEH, wala pang tests eh! (hehehe!)

Isang buwan na ang nakalipas, isang buwan na punong-puno ng memories, bad and good. Marami ang pwedeng mangyari sa loob ng isang buwan. Pwedeng mabago ang kapalaran mo sa loob ng isang buwan, kaya dapat mag-aral tayong mabuti, lalo na ang AMYNK dahil sa loob ng isang buwan ay pwedeng mabago an gating hinaharap, dahil isang buwan na lang ay huhusgahan na tayo, ARE WE IN OR OUT ? sa UPCAT abangan na lang natin yan. 33 DAYS TO GO… Sa mga may gusting malaman ng schedule ko sa UPCAT, School of Economics, August 6,2006 Sunday at 6:30 a.m. Kaya sa mga kakilala ko na kasabay ko ng Testing Center, kitakits na lang tayo.

And speaking of UPCAT, grabe ang nalaman ko kaninang umaga. Headline ito: Isanng AMYNK, Sinalakay ng CYCLONE!

Not a CYCLONE literally, it is just a figure of Speech. A SIMILE!!! Biruin mo naman kasi ang taong ito ay may hangin(kayabangan) na katulad na ng isang cyclone. At ang ugali niya ay totoong humahagupit para SIGNAL NO.10 ( kahit wala talagang ganun) Sa sobrang grabe to the highest level na ugali niya, binagay lang naming ang signal no.10.

I will not tell the story in full detail, kasi baka may matamaan… I will just summarized the moral of this event.
* Mind your own business. Paki mo kung excited ang isang AMYNK sa darating na UPCAT. Siguro kasi ay di ka excited. INGGIT KA LANG!!!
*Just SHUT UP your mouth. Ang mga salitang nanggaling sayong bibig ay talagang nakakasakit ng damdamin. Kung may unting puso ka pa para sa kapwa mo, just zip it up. OKAY. Pero kung ang mission mo talaga sa mundong ito ay mang-away, mang-asar at di mo talaga carry na itikom ang bibig mo, kami na ang bahala, DON’T WORRY, may PACKING TAPE kami, we will put that thing into your STUPID MOUTH.
* Listen and FEEL with your surrounding. Hoy!!! Wag ka naman manhid noh!!! Siguro naman ay naririnig mo na ang mga bad things against to you, kaya sana magbago ka na. kung wala kang naririnig , MAGLINIS KA NA NG EARS MO. BINGI. At kung kahit naglinis ka na at wa epek pa rin. Try mo kayang makiramdam. Kung wala talaga. BAHALA KA SA BUHAY MO! Basta don’t mess with others life.

Haaayy sa wakes nailbas ko na rin ang sama ng loob ko. Well, that’s it for this month. Magkita ulit tau next month.

TrUE ConFessiOnS FeveR HitLisT 1

2006-06-18T18:26:00.000+08:00

True Confessions:
One:

Yamaguchi Kumiko otherwise known as Yankumi by the students of class 3-D, was looking forward to another good day of lessons. Of course she still knew that her delinquent students would be a handful, but at least they had all come to an understanding and they respected her a little more now. Humming softly to herself, she sucked gently on her lollipop, drawing the last bit of sweetness from it, before tossing it into a trashcan that stood a few feet away.

“Score!” she whispered and gave a small whoop of victory, before glancing around quickly in the hopes that no one had seen her do that. However, she couldn’t help thinking that there was always someone watching her and she attributed that constant sense of paranoia to being the granddaughter of a mob boss. You never knew who could be tailing you at any time.

“Yamaguchi sensei!” A familiar voice hailed, causing the bespectacled woman to stop at the sound of her name.

“Ah, Fujiyama sensei!” she greeted amiably, smiling warmly at the beautiful and voluptuous woman that came walking down the corridor and towards her. “Good morning!”

Fujiyama had been hired at the same time as Yamaguchi and both females had become good friends because of that. Although, her methods of teaching were a bit unconventional, Fujiyama was a great teacher and everyone had come to respect her dedication to the job. Today she was dressed in a pink and white tracksuit which showed off her curves to perfection and compared to Yamaguchi’s plain red and white striped track suit, Fujiyama looked radiant.

“Good morning to you too,” she said, catching up to the younger woman. “You look pleased today.”

“Uh huh,” Yankumi replied with a grin and a slight blush. She couldn’t tell Fujiyama that her long time crush, Shinohara sensei had stopped by the house last night to meet with her grandfather. It had, however, been a great pity the young lawyer had been too busy to spend much time with her. Either way, it had been wonderful to see the handsome man again.

“Ooh, a sigh,” the ever observant Fujiyama said with a sly grin. “Who’s the lucky man?”

“Eh? Man? There’s no man!” Yankumi denied fervently, waving her hands about even though her cheeks were a bright red. “Heh, you’re just imagining things, Fujiyama…”

“Hmm maybe so…but…”

“But?”

Fujiyama’s grin widened. “But at least it’s so obvious to see that Sawada has his eyes on you.”

Yankumi blinked in confusion, wondering how and why her student’s name had come up in the conversation. “Eh? Sawada Shin?”

“Uh huh,” Fujiyama giggled. “Don’t tell me you haven’t noticed the long looks he gives you. Ah, I almost envy you! To have such young budding love coming your way...”

Yankumi could feel the giggle rising from the pit of her stomach and she slapped a hand over her mouth to stop herself from bursting out into laughter. Controlling herself quickly, she shook her head and waved a hand in dismissal. “Ah, you’re imagining things, Fujiyama sensei. Shin doesn’t really like me that way. We have a mutual respect for each other.”

“Is that all there is to it?” the persistent woman continued as they made their way towards the teacher’s lounge. “Just yesterday, I could have sworn he was staring at you while we were talking outside. There was this dark, brooding look in his eyes you know…”

“Enough, sensei!” Yankumi cried out a bit too sharply. Realizing she had snapped at the other woman, she smiled brightly and placed a hand upon Fujiyama’s shoulder. “Look, as much as you wish to believe that Sawada has a thing for me, it’s not true, okay? I don’t believe in student and teacher relationships. It’s bad for education!”

Fujiyama wasn’t sure if she should laugh or cry at the innocuous statement, but settling for a chuckle, she nodded in agreement. “All right, Yamaguchi sensei. There is absolutely nothing happening between you and Sawada Shin.”

“That’s right,” Yamaguchi nodded fervently. “Absolutely nothing.”

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But try as hard as she might, Yankumi couldn’t get that pesky thought out of her mind. She wasn’t really sure of what to make of such a thing, if it was indeed true. However, trying to read the sullen teen’s mind was a chore in itself. Shin was as mysterious as he was popular. The handsome dark-haired boy barely spoke in class and yet he seemed to exude a power and charisma over all the students in the school! How odd and yet intriguing. She had no doubt he would make a fine young chief if he ever decided to join the yakuza.

Giving me long looks, eh? She mused, absently tapping her pen upon the table while ignoring the usual ruckus in the classroom. She glanced towards his desk and wasn’t surprised to find it empty again. Hmph! There would be only one way to find out the truth then. She had to satisfy her curiosity once and for all!

Her excuse to leave the class was barely acknowledged as she made her way out of the room. As usual, she found him on the rooftop, lying on the ground with a gaming magazine covering his face.

“Oy, Shin!” she bellowed as she stood over him, with hands on her hips.

He didn’t move for a full minute and just when she was about ready to yell again, he lifted a hand to lower the book slowly. Dark, slightly glazed but wary eyes narrowed at the sight of the pig-tailed woman.

“What is it?” he drawled lazily.

“Do you like me?” she asked bluntly, watching his eyes widen for a moment as if unable to believe what he was hearing.

“Wha…?”

“Well? Do you like me or not?”

This is kinda stupid, she thought watching him carefully. How can I just come up here and ask him that sort of a question? He’s going to think I’ve gone completely insane!

“What kind of a question is that?” he asked with a raised brow. “What difference does it make if I like you or not?”

“So you do like me?” And why did she sound happy and slightly breathless?! Why did it feel as she was holding her breath for his answer? Why was it suddenly so important to gain his approval? And why in heaven’s name hadn’t she ever noticed how mesmerizing his eyes really were?

Eh? Is he blushing?

“Shut up,” he muttered before covering his face with the magazine again. “Go away and allow me to…oy! What are you doing?”

“You didn’t answer my question!” Yankumi demanded, holding the magazine away from him while dancing out of his reach. He had risen to his feet just as quickly and yes, she wasn’t imagining things after all. He really was blushing! It was too cute!

“Eeeh?” she teased with a wink and a laugh, all the while hopping away from him. “Could Fujiyama sensei be right then? You really do like me?”

“What the hell are you talking about?” he asked in a voice that sounded a bit shaky. “Don’t flatter yourself, Yankumi.”

“Feh! So why are you blushing? Could this be true love?”

“Shut up!” he bellowed and dove for her. It was such an unexpected move that Yankumi barely had the time to dodge. The collision was slightly painful and both found themselves falling to the cold ground in a heap.

“Ah, ah, ow!” Yankumi winced and tried to reach for her glasses which had skidded to the ground. “Now look at what you’ve done, Sawada! I should…eh?”

Mesmerizing…she had never known just how endlessly deep his eyes seemed. Their warm breaths were mingling now – harsh, uneven and slightly shallow. Their faces were flushed and even though either of them could break loose from the forced embrace, neither made a move to do so.

Had his lips always looked this full and inviting? She tried to compare it to Shinohara sensei’s and realized that it was so much different. Of course she had never kissed Shinohara sensei before…come to think of it; she had never actually kissed any man before! How sad was that? Being the future Ojou wasn’t as cracked up as it was made to be. She seemed to terrify all the boys she had ever known!

“You think too much, Yankumi,” he suddenly muttered thickly. “I can literally hear you do so.”

“Eh…ah…well I…” Maybe if you moved just a little bit, Sawada, I could think again?

And just what is that smell that’s so delicious? I just want to bury my face in his shirt and sniff him all day!

“You shouldn’t hide your eyes behind those ugly glasses.”

He’s talking to me, right? I can barely hear a word he’s saying. His lips are so…inviting…tempting…I just want to…

“Yankumi…what are you thinking of?”

She felt his body move against hers and she all but moaned in response. He’s so strong for a teenager. He can fight and he has strong muscles and he’s…he’s…

“Yankumi?”

Yes, Sawada! Come closer! Let me steal a taste of your lips!

Oh, she could almost hear the chorus of angels making sweet music, the flutter of sakura petals like in all those romance movies, flying between them and the soft sparkling lights all around Shin. Ah, all she had to do was close her eyes and move even closer to press her lips against his and this magical moment would be complete.

“Yan…Yamaguchi?” His voice sounded uncertain, almost nervous. How utterly cute. He’s shy too! Don’t worry, Sawada. I might not have kissed a guy before, but I can learn with you.

“Kiss me, Sawada,” she whispered in a voice that barely sounded like hers. “Sawada…”

“What are you talking about? You’re my teacher, aren’t you?!”

Teacher! The word was like a douse of cold water on her fevered flesh and she opened up her eyes quickly to stare into the slightly flustered teen now standing above her. He looked like he was having a hard time trying to control his breathing as well and she would have been blind not to have noticed the clenched fists buried in his pockets.

Oh god! What had she been planning to do?! Now she had completely lost her self-respect in front of him! What to do? What to do?!

“You…you’re right!” she said suddenly, rising to her feet, albeit shakily to pin a stern look on the bemused teen. “We shouldn’t be doing this! If you had only answered my question…”

“And what kind of a teacher would ask her student that kind of a question?”

“I was just curious!”

He groaned and ran fingers through his hair before shaking it quickly. “You want an answer, eh?”

“Ye…yes!” she nodded vehemently, standing her ground as he walked closer to her again. He stopped within inches, deliberately appraising her flushed visage with a look that was nothing short of scorching. She clenched her hands into tight fists by her side, refusing to back down from the open challenge in his eyes. He was daring her to look away it seemed – daring her to step away - to call his bluff perhaps. This seemed to last for an eternity as her heartbeat raced faster and harder until she was sure it was the only thing they could both hear.

“Saa,” he finally said with a light shrug, a small smirk coming to his lips. “You’re okay, I guess.” And lifting a hand, he caressed her parted lips gently before leaning close to whisper against them – their lips barely touching in a teaser of a kiss. “You’re okay.”

He pulled away with a mock salute and leaned down to pick up his magazine. Dusting it off gently, he rolled it up and stuck it into the back pocket of his pants before walking away without a second glance. Perhaps if we had listened closer, we would have heard him cursing himself for being such a wimp and not going for it.

Yankumi, for her part, was still rooted to the spot, her lips still tingling from a kiss that had never really happened.

I’m okay. I’m okay…I’m…okay…

There was no basis for Shin liking her in that way, but if that was the case, then she knew she was going to have to work twice as hard to make sure he didn’t see her as a love interest. It could only do more to complicate her already complicated life!

“All right!” she said with a deep breath. “My mission is to become the best teacher ever! There will be no time for any relationship with students that go beyond the classroom! Fight…fight…fight…oh!”

Well, that didn’t sound convincing even to her and groaning in dismay, Yankumi trudged back to her classroom, wondering if she would ever be able to look at Shin in the eye again without turning into a complete fool. It would be a challenge, but she knew she had to pull through this one. If she could deal with men who were ten times bigger and supposedly stronger than her, she could deal with a student and his alleged amorous feelings, right?

Right.

GokUsen tHemE

2006-05-30T19:49:00.000+08:00

Kay tagal na akong hindi nakabisita sa aking mahal na blog… pagpasensiyahan niyo na, dahil ako ay tinatamad at ako ay medyo salat sa pera ngayong mga panahon na ito. Ako ay nagtitipid dahil malapit na ang pasukan.

Speaking of pasukan, 6 days to go at papasok na ako ulit sa aking pinakamamahal na school. Makikita ko na ulit ang aking mga friends and classmates. Mami-meet ko na rin ang mga bagong naming mga classmates na sina: Jose Miguel Albornoz, Raymond Romulo & Jennilyn(?)( Di me sure sa spelling) De Jesus. Sana ay maging friends ko kayong lahat at I’m really hoping na magkakaroon tayong lahat ng masaya at memorable na 4th year life.

Excited na rin ako sa nalalapit na Big night ng Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition this coming Saturday, June 3,2006. A Fairy Tale ending ang magiging theme ng Big Night. Excited na talaga ako. Sino kaya kina Clare, Gerald, Kim & Mikee ang magiging Big Winner. Unexpected para sa akin ang pagkakasama ni Clare sa Big Four. I was really expecting that Jam will join them instead of Clare. Pero siguro it is really God’s will and People’s Choice for Clare to join the Big Four. Dahil sa pagkakatanggal ni Jam, ay mas malaki na ang probability na si Kim Chui ang magiging Big winner this Saturday. What do you think?

Ito ang sa aking palagay na order ng mangyayari places sa Big Night:

Kim Chui – Big Winner
Mikee Lee – 2nd Big placer
Clare Cabiguin – 3rd Big Placer
Gerald Anderson – 4th Big Placer

Guess ko lang yan, Malay niyo tumama.

Ayan… since magiging busy na ako simula next week dahil pasukan na, siguro ay di na ako makakavisit sa aking blog ng matagal-tagal na panahon. At dahil dun ay may iiwan na lang ako sa inyong isang story entitled “True Confessions”. Ito ay isang fanfiction story based sa mga characters ng pinakapaboritong Jdrama ng AMYNK ang Gokusen. Ito ay isang napakagandang version ng isang avid fan ng Gokusen at ni Jun Matsumoto ang Japanese artist na nagpo-portray sa role ni Shin Sawada. One chapter a month ang ipo-post ko. Ang buong story ay merong 12 chapters na tiyak magugustuhan ninyo.

Pero bago ko ipost ang mga chapters ng True Confession, ito muna ang list of characters ng Gokusen season 1and 2.

I would like to thank all my “sponsors” na pinagkunan ko ng info about Gokusen:
http://www.futureblues.com/gokusen/chara.html
Hahanapin ko muna yung site na pinagkunan ko ng True Confessions.
THANK YOU!!!

GOKUSEN ANIME and DRAMA CHARACTERS

Yamaguchi KumikoOur Heroine. She is a 23-year-old college graduate, and is newly hired at Shirokin Gakuen. She is very idealistic, and wants to inspire her students and help them graduate high school. For the last 7 years, after the death of her parents, Kumiko has been living with her grandfather, who is the head of an influential Tokyo Yakuza group. Despite this strange upbringing, and the bizarre mannerisms she has picked up from it, Kumiko is a good-hearted girl who has a strong faith in her students, even when they think the world is against them. Her belief in them (and her kickass fighting skills ^^;) help her earn their respect. They give her the nickname "YanKumi"

Sawada Shin18 year old SAWADA Shin is the leader of class 3-D. He is cool, level-headed, smart, and somewhat introverted. He has the highest grades in the school, amazingly enough. Everyone in the class looks up to him (though they can't match his grades ^_^) Shin is feared because of an incident back in middle school, where he punched out a teacher. In the drama, Shin develops an interest in Yankumi after her finds her cellphone one day. He keeps an eye on her. He knows right away that something is not normal about their new teacher. In the drama, Shin has a very strained relationship with his parents that YanKumi helps him with. He also has a younger sister. I am not quite sure if he has the sister in the manga.

Kumai Teruo Large and tough, Kumai (called "Kuma," or "Bear" by everyone) always seems to be getting into trouble. He's either getting into fights, or being accused of theft, or being attacked by a rival school. In the drama, Kuma's parents run a noodle shop. In the manga, Kuma's mother works at a hostess club. In either situation. Kuma has conflicts with his parents. YanKumi helps Kuma through some tough times. Kuma and Shin are best friends. They grew up together, and Kuma calls Shin "Shin-chan".

Uchiyama (Uchi) HaruhikoTalk about a difference in looks between the manga and drama! In the manga, Uchi is pretty scary looking. In the drama he is really cute ^_^ He usually has his hair partially bleached, with his roots showing, and all pulled back in little hair clips or a headband. I tend to think of Uchi as the 2nd main student after Sawada. In the drama he is pretty cool, but has had some problems with his mother that Yankumi helps him with. He is also accused of being a purse-snatcher. Poor Uchi is condemmed simply because he is from class 3-D. Yankumi goes to amusing lengths to help Uchi out. He also gets a little romance going in the Gokusen spring special. Uchi in love is really adorable ^_^ Something else I find amusing is that in the drama, the bully Uchi is played by the same guy who played the bullied little student boy Noboru in the GTO drama.

Noda seems to have a larger role in the drama than he does in the manga. He has a huge crush on the sexy new English teacher. He always wears very colorful scarves around his neck, and after he graduates, he wants to go on to some sort of clothing design school and become a designer. In the spring special, Noda has some conflicts with Yankumi and class 3-D over the graduation ceremony and final exams.In the manga and anime, Noda is very different. He is a lot more tough, and deliquent. He is the one who came up with the nickname "YanKumi".

Minami A ladies man! Minami always seems to be chasing after high school girls, and can often be found chatting on his cellphone with them or trying to get their numbers. With the way he looks in the manga, I don't think he would be that popular with the girls ^^; Minami faces a crisis that may prevent him from attending the high school graduation ceremony with everyone!

Shinohara In the drama, Shinohara is a handsome, suave police detective. Kumiko meets him on the bus while running late on her way to school one morning. Because Yankumi's students are deliquents, she sees a lot of Shinohara at work. He is an all-around nice guy but seems slightly oblivious to the huge crush that Kumiko has on him. In the manga, Shinohara is the lawyer that works for Kumiko's Yakuza group. He's handsome and cool. Kujmiko's grandfather helped Shinohara back when he was a law student, and Shinohara works for the Yakuza to repay the favor. Kumiko has had a crush on him for a long time in the manga.

Fujiyama-sensei Fujiyama-sensei is another female teacher hired by Shirokin Gakuen at the same time as YanKumi. In the drama, Fujiyama teaches English. In the anime she teaches music. Fujiyama is very sexy, and likes to wear revealing clothing. All the students love her. In the drama, Fujiyama wears her normal clothes all the time, but in the anime and manga she wears a tracksuit (a tight one ^_^;) like YanKumi does. Fujiyama used to teach middle school students, and is very happy to be teaching at a high school. She jokes about which boys are cute, and who she would sleep with. (But would she really sleep with them? Heh, I don't know ^_^) In the drama, Noda develops a big crush on Fujiyama, and is shocked when he discovers a secret life she has.

Nakashima-sensei Nakashima-sensei is the school nurse, and is a character that only appears in the Gokusen drama. She is played by Nakazawa Yuko, a former member of the hugely popular idol group Morning Musume. I think Yuko does a great job in this role. Nakashima-sensei is fashionable, smart, and confident. She is also interested in Shinohara. However Nakashima is very friendly towards Yankumi, and is more of a supporter of Yankumi than Fujiyama-sensei. Nakashima does have some personal family problems that crop up later, involving her stepson. Not that long ago Nakashima was married, but her husband passed away. Yuta, her husband's young son from his previous marriage considered Nakashima his mother. This is something she has yet to come to terms with.

Koucho (School Principal) Now this is an interesting guy. The school principal is the only one who knows about Yankumi's unusual background. He encourages her to keep it a secret because the PTA and the media would cause touble if they were to find out. In the drama, the Koucho stays on the sidelines, letting the Kyouto (Vice-Principal) run the school. Koucho would rather bo out in the school gardens tending to the plants. However he does have a great knack for popping up suddenly at unusual times to point out useful information. In the manga and anime, the Koucho is this happy little bald guy who likes to wear bow ties. Yeah.. he's strange...

Sawatari Goro Kyoto (School Vice-Principal) The School Vice-Principal is Yankumi's main nemesis amongst the school staff. In the drama he is always blaming Class 3-D for all of the various crimes and problems that pop up. However it is often times HIS mistake that caused the problem. The Kyoto can be a good guy though, and even though he opposes Yankumi so often, there is sort of an interesting challenging rivalry between them. As shown in the picture here, he often goes nose to nose with Yankumi, making faces at her. The Kyoto is a married man (his wife seems to strike fear into the hearts of the rest of the staff) but he has a habit of hanging out in hostess clubs flirting with the girls there. In the manga, the vice-principal's role is very minor. I think he is actually shown only once or twice. His role in the drama is MUCH larger. And apparently everyone liked it a lot because in the anime that followed, they added the Vice Principal character, and he seems to be based on the drama version. (He even drives the same yellow VW bug ^_^)

Grandfather In the drama this guy seems way too nice to be the leader of a Yakuza group. Really, you'd think he would be rough and vicious. Instead they portray him as this kindly, wise old guy who loves Kumiko very much, and is always there to support her and give advice. I have no idea how this character became Yakuza. I can see him as a company president, or fish market seller or something, not a criminal. Nice actor in this role! In the manga, Kumiko's grandfather is less cuddly-grandfathery, and more business-like and dangerous. More like the type you'd expect to see heading a Yakuza group.

Tetsu Tetsu is one of Kumiko's lackeys. He is a member of the Yakuza group, and is very devoted and protective of her. He and Minoru always keep an eye on Kumiko and do their best to help her when they can. I think Tetsu has a crush on Kumiko, but he has no chance of winning her. He is more like family to her. I have no idea why they did this, but in the drama, the actor playing minoru looks like the manga Tetsu, and the actor playing Tetsu looks like the manga Minoru. Go figure.

Minoru Along with Tetsu, Minoru is a member of Kumiko's Yakuza group, and is one of her loyal followers. He and Tetsu watch over Kumiko and worry about her. Minoru and Tetsu can occasionally be seen running a takoyaki stand near Kumiko's school where they can be near her if needed. Sometimes their enthusiasm in serving her almot betrays her secret, but all they want to do is help.

Oshima Kyotarou Kyotarou is a manga-only character. He is a tough-looking member of the Yakuza, but he is really close with Kumiko. Whe he was younger, and Kumiko was a little girl, he taught her how to fight and defend herself when she was being bullied in school and teased because of her Yakuza connections. I like Kyo a lot. He looks really tough, but he really cares for Kumiko, and seems to cry a lot ^_^;

Series 2

Yabuki Hayato Similar to Sawada in series 1, Hayato sits in the back of season 2's class 3-D. He appears to be the leader of the class gang. He is generally quiet and distrustful of everything but he has a quick temper. The other students in the class obey his orders. Hayato used to be friends with Ryu, but they had a falling out. Hayato's homelife is strained. His mother died when he was young. He does not like Yankumi very much at first, but begins to understand how great she is as the series progresses.

Odagiri Ryu Ryu comes from a wealthy family, but he is not happy at home. His parents divorced when he was young, and his mother has remarried. Ryu does not get along with his step-father. When Yankumi first meets Ryu, he is working at a night club. Ryu quit school over his fight with Hayato and hasn't been back in a month. At first he resists Yankumi's attempts to get him back into school, and he even cruelly tricks her. But he eventually gets some sense and listens to her a bit. He is still wary of her, and always sits in the back of the class observing everything that goes on. He is calm and quiet. I think if you merged Ryu and Hayato together, you would get Sawada from the first season ^_^

Takeda Keita The most sympathetic character in the new class 3-D. He has been friends with Hayato and Ryu for years, and doesn't like that Ryu was not coming to school and that they were fighting. He shows signs of understanding how hard Yankumi works to be a good teacher and can tell right away there is something different about her. In general he is more sensitive than the rest and even has a crush on a girl from the neighboring school. He also seems to have inherited all of Uchiyama's cute hair clips ^_^ They always do funny things with poor Keita's hair.

Tsuchiya Hikaru Tsuchiya Hikaru is the really tall guy in Yankumi's class. He is always shown carrying a paper fan. Tsuchiya has a tough, short-tempered personality that tends to get him in trouble. He is the first one to really pick on/test Yankumi when she first became class 3-D's teacher. However Tsuchiya is quick to defend his friends. He had some trouble with a teacher when he was in middle school, so he dislikes authority. He has some problems that Yankumi helps him with when he is caught after school with a middle-school girl that he was trying to help.

Hyuuga Kousuke Hyuuga doesn't get that much screen time compared to the other guys in the main group, so I am not exactly sure about his personality. He always wears a stylish shirt under his school uniform, and he seems interested in making money. His family life is strained, and he ends up getting a job in a bar/host club, working for some very shady people. Fortunately he has Yankumi for a teacher!

Kujou-sensei Kujou Takuma is a teacher over at the girls school across the street from Kurogin. He catches a falling Yankumi one day, and she instantly became smitten with him in a way similar to what happened with Shinohara in season 1. (I have no idea what happened to Shinohara ;_;) Kujou is friendly, and is somewhat oblivious to Yankumi's affection, though not as bad as Shinohara was. Kujou has some sort of clue, and even gets to see Yankumi in action saving a student. He cares for his own class, and wants to become a strong teacher like Yankumi.

FeELingS!

2006-05-12T18:12:00.000+08:00

Haay… again…… ang tagal ko ng di nakapag-update hehehehe…. Hindi dahil sa busy ako, kung hindi dahil sa pagiging tamad ko sa pagbaba ng kwarto ko…

Maraming nangyari sa nakaraan na 24 oras. Ang ilan ay masaya, ilan ay nakakbigla, ilan ay nakakapanabik, at kung anu-ano pa… ito na yun:

Enrollment day(nakakabigla):
May 11, 2006, the day na pinakahihintay ng lahat. Ang araw kung saan ang mga senior students ng Quesci ay magkikita-kita ulit para sa enrolment. Dumating ako sa school ng 7:50 a.m. tinignan ang step – by – step procedure sa enrolment.

Step1 (kuha ng form sa table 1)
Step2 (fill out forms)
Step3 (bigay information sheet sa table 2)
Step4 (bayad GPTA na P800.00)
Step5 (punta sa stage para sa i.d. picture)
Step6 (punta sa conference hall para sa pirma ng adviser)
Step7 (punta guidance office para sa UP form)
Masaya rin ako sa list of students. Alam ni roanne ang tinutukoy ko.

Birthday party/kainan(masaya):
Dahil maaga kami dumating maaga rin kami natapos. Habang akoy tapos na nakita ko na ang aking mga friends na nakapila na para sa Step 1. masaya kaming nagkamustahan at nagbiruan. Hihihi.. AMYNK talaga sobrang miss ang bawat isa.
Si Stella ang pinakahuling dumating sa amin, tapos na kami lahat sa pagi-enrol ng dumating sya. Si Kim naman ay nagkaproblema ngayon dahil sa card niya na di niya makuha dahil sa clearance niya na di napirmahaan ang Chemistry niya. Haay… wawa naman si Kim, pagod na pagod talaga siya… sana ay maayos na rin siyang nakapag-enroll.
Ng paalis na sana kami sa school ay bigla kaming inutusan ni Maam Dacquel, na magstapler at magaayos ng mga enrolment forms… buti na lang at may cooperation kami kaya madali rin naming ito natapos.
Pumunta na kami sa S.M. at napagdesisyunan naming sa red ribbon bumili ng masarap na cake choco mocha crumble ata un flavor.
Punta next sa Kenny rogers , unfortunately ay umalis din kami sa akalang may waiter na magsi-serve sa tin na wala naman pala talaga. At un may mga yucky story pa about sa coke ng kenny’s dahil sa may Ipis daw na nakita sila betsow dati.
Punta na lang kami sa Shakey’s at nag-order ng tubig at bunch of lunch , bumili na rin sila April at Betsow ng C2 sa grocery.
Nakalimutan naming magbukas ng regalo kaya punta kami ng foodcourt. Nag-open ng gifts, nagkwentuhan at nung napagod na ay pumunta sa National bookstore. Dahil sa pagod na rin ang aking paa ay umuwi na rin ako. Hihihi

Aircon(nakaapanabik):
Dahil sa naiinitan ang aking lola na nagsta-stay sa house naming ngayon ay napilitan ang tita ko na bumili ng aircon, at nung dumating ako kahapon sa bahay ay nandun na sa bahay ang bagong aircon. Uni-air ang brand niya. Ang sabi nung salesman sa amin ang Uni – air daw ay isang company na aircon lang ang ginagawa, in short forte nila ang mga aircons. Pati raw ang jollibee ito ang gamit na aircon. Noong gabi naming binuksan ang aircon at talagang sobrang lamig. Grabe!!! At dun kamingmtatlo ng aking mga kapatid natulog sa kwarto ko. Lalo pang lumamig nung biglang umulan ng malaks, pero ayaw pahinain ng mga kapatid ko ang aircon na naka-turbo ang master control. Excited kasi sila sobra. Ang sarap din ng tulog naming. Hihihi

HAppY BirThDaY!

2006-05-06T11:53:00.000+08:00

Masayang magdiwang ng kaarawan. Isa ito sa mga araw na importante sa bawat isa sa atin. Sino ba naman ang hindi nakakaalam ng sarili niyang kaarawan? (Unless na lang kung ikaw ay may amnesia). Ngayong MAY ay marami akong mga kakilala at mga kaibigan na nagse-celebrate ng kanilang birthday. Happy Birthday sa lahat ng may birthday ngayong buwan.

Sisimulan ko na ang pagbati… una kay Kristian Ferjas C. Gampong. Happy Birthday!!! (may 3). Sana ay masaya kang nagse-celebrate ng iyong birthday diyan sa America. Ang wish ko ay sana ay laging kang maligaya dyan. At sana ay hindi ka magbabago na pag nagkita-kita ulit tayo ay ikaw pa rin ang dating Gampong na nakilala ko at nakilala namin

Si Stella Monique C. Salvo ay binabati ko rin ng isang maligayang kaarawan (may 4). Sana ay matupad ang lahat ng iyong pangarap sa buhay. Tandaan mo na lagi lang ako nandito, kasama ang buong AMYNK na nagmamahal at laging sumusuporta sa iyo.

At syempre ang last but definitely not the least ay si Vittorio V. Eleazar (tama ba ung middle initial??) ang pinakamabait na lalaki na nakilala ko. Napaka-gentleman at sobrang sipag at talino. Happy Birthday (may 5)!! Sana ay masaya mong ipinagdiwang ang iyong birthday kahit may sakit ka. Sana ay gumaling kana at syempre all the happiness in life ay mapasaiyo.

Sa lahat ng may birthday “MAY all your wish will come true”. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

MaLApiT nA!!

2006-04-30T17:27:00.000+08:00

Sa wakas after 12 sessions of review malapit na rin itong magwakas. Isang session na lang na lang at makakapag-vacation na rin ako. Pero ika nga the last dai is the toughest one. Bakit??? Kasi po ay “MOCK DAY” naming on Tuesday (na dapat sa may 1 kaso nga lang may urgent news ang Expert na wala ng klase on Monday and our last day will be on Tuesday). On Tuesday morning Mock ACET, and on the afternoon Mock UPCAT.
Good luck sa ating lahat… sana ay maging maganda ang resulta para magkaroon tayo ng unting pag-asa na makakapasa tayo… sana ay magamit rin natin ang mga strategies na tinuro ng ating mga teachers… at sana ay maging masaya tayong lahat sa pagtatapos ng ating review at ang pagsisimula naman ng ating 4th year life…

Sa wakas malapit na rin tayong mag-graduate… kaya dapat I-enjoy na natin ang buhay Xientian natin… OKEI BA???

2006-04-26T21:28:00.000+08:00

Nasiraan ako ng pc… joke lang!!! Wag naman sana….pero kasi ang dahilan kung bakit di ako nakapag-update kahapon ay dahil sa nag-hang ang computer ko… tpos nung ico-close ko na sana bigla naman nag-brown – out… buti na lang at may UPS(tama ba yun???) kami at dahil dun ay na-turn off ko pa cya ng mabuti…(at least di ba??!!!)

Ayan malapit ng matapos ang review naming sa Expert…. Makakatulog na rin ako sa wakes ng matagal… at mai-enjoy ko na rin ang SumMer Vacation…(sana….)

Iiksian ko lang ang aking journal today… tatapusin ko pa kasi ang aking friendster account na hopefully ay magugustuhan niyo.

Pinagkakaguluhan na ng buong Pilipinas ang “Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition” sa kadahilanang marami sa mga televiewers ay mga teeners like me… nakakarelate sila sa mga kwento, ugali at damdamin ng 12 housemates ni Kuya. Hindi lang mga kabataang pinoy ang nakasubaybay pati na rin ang mga magulang. Ditto kasi ay mas lalo nilang maiintindihan ang takbo ng paguutak ng mga kabataan ngayon. Na ang ugali naming ay medyo moderno na kumpara noong henerasyon ng ating mga magulang.

Kung susuriin ninyong mabuti ang PBBTE ay marami kayo matutuklasang mga problema. Isa na diyan ang Kahirapan… hindi natin maitatanggi na karamihan sa ating mga Pilipino ay nakakaranas na ng kahirapan sa buhay, at kung iisipin hindi lang pala matatanda ang namomobrelema ditto kung hindi pati ang mga kabataan.

Problema sa Pamilya… isa sa mga pagkakapareho ng 12 housemates. Halos lahat sa kanila nanggaling sa isang “broken Family” isang napakalaking sakit/sugat sa kanilang puso ang lumaki sa isang pamilya na hindi mo nakikita ang iyong ina/ama dahil ito ay wala na, hindi dahil sa patay na kundi dahil sa pagkakaroon ng “KABIT”

Itong isyung ito ang naging dahilan kung bakit nag-away si Olyn at Mikki. Isang isyu na parehas nilang hinaharap sa ngayon at hindi nila mai-share. Pero kung may nag-aaway man ay may nagkakaunawan na. Tulad na lang ni Kim at Mikee na mukhangkomportable sa piling ng bawat isa. Pero may mga iba naman na hindi na talaga mapigilin na ilabas ang kanilang tunay na ugali tulad ni Niña. Mukhang anghel sa unang tingin dahil taglay niya ang mukha ng isang anghel, kagandahan ng isang “diyosa” pero masyado sa maarte at pasosyal sa bahay ni Kuya at wag niyang gagawing rason ang pagiginga SOSY Girl niya sa pagiging sobrang arte niya. Wala na akong masabi., di ko lang talaga gusto ang ugali niya. Naalala ko sa kanya ang isang kakilala ko na kala mo mabait pero yun pala ay sobrang sama ng ugali at tumitira patalikod (backstabber) pero sa totoo lang hindi naman siya maganda(ung kakilala ko)tsaka nga siya at maliit… maliit sa akin ng 2 inhes.hihihi

Get to know more your favorite teen housemates. Especially made to all the avid fans of Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition.

Gerald = Amboy Hottie ng GenSan
Niña = Sosy Girl ng Makati
Mikee = Pambato ng Ateneo ng q.c.
Kim = Chinese Cutie ng Cebu
Bam = Boyish na Komedyante ng Paranaque
Olyn = Teenstar Wannabe ng q.c.
Fred = Perfectionist Hunk ng q.c.
Clare = Barrio Lass ng Bukidnon
Aldred = Kilabot na Valedictorian ng Pasay
Mikki = Orig na Astig ng Davao
Matt = Happy – go – lucky ng q.c.Jamilla = Teenage mom ng Laguna

sA wAkAs

2006-04-22T19:21:00.000+08:00

Haay.. matagal na rin ako hindi nakabisita sa aking mahiwagang blog… marami na ang nangyari… mga kaganapan na mai-isahare ko sa inyong lahat…

Magsimula na tayo…

Last time na nakapag- update ako ay last 2 weeks pa… nagdaan na ang holy week pero di pa rin ako nakapag-update. Noong Holy Monday nag-start na ako na mag-review sa Expert Guides Tutorial Services para sa padating na UPCAT. Okay naman ang review center na pinasukan… masaya dahil halos ng kaklase mo ay kakilala muna… pero malungkot at kuminsan nakakainis dahil una, mizz ko na ang ibang friends ko… at nakakainis dahil medyo maiingay sila pag nagdi-discuss na kami.

Di gaanong kataasan ang grades ko sa math subjects at English… sa kem at bio lang ako nakakabawi… at syempre sobrang saya ko nung minsang nag-highest ako sa test naming sa kem… pareho kami ni cherry ng score.

Noong holy Thursday – Saturday ay nanood lang ako ng t.v. thanks sa mga tv stations na nagpalabas pa rin kahit holy week. Pero syempre di ko naman kinalimutan na magnilay at magdasal sa ating Diyos.

Ang buhay ko nayong bakasyon ay para rin noong may pasok ako… maagang nagigising, hapon na umuwi. May mga dapat aralin at sagutan, walang pinagbago. Every summer ganito palagi ang buhay ko… may summer classes… kung hindi nasa Crame pra sa sports clinic nasa slimmers world mo naman ako makikita… at kung hindi pagpapayat ang inaasikaso ay pagnood ng t.v. at kung minsan ay naga-advance study.

Excited na ako sa nalalapit na pagsimula ng klase… 4th year na ako at 5 taon na lng ay tapos na akong mag-aral. Pinag-iisipan ko pa kung sa UST o UP Manila ako magta-take ng nursing. Pero kahit san man ako mag-aral isa lang ang goal ko… makapunta ng ibang bansa para maka-earn ng malaking pera. Nais ko rin sanang makuha ang summa cumlaude na award pagkatapos ko ng kolehiyo. Kung di man un matupad kahit cumlaude okie na…

Siguro iniisip niyo mayabang ako masyado… may goal/aim lang ako sa buhay… un ang magiging gabay ko para may direksyon ang buhay ko sa aking mga ginagawa kayo ba ay walang goal sa buhay????

Ayy nga pala.. si mam jena(teacher naming sa kem) binigyan ako ng “pillows”(ung pagkain, 1 pc.) un ang reward ko sa pagsagot ng tama sa question regarding balancing equation.

Hindi ako pinayagan ng daddy ko na mag- overnight, bakit daw kami matutulog sa bahay nila hane’ eh di naman c hae’ ang may bday, magiging istorbo lang kami run. Kaya un…

*** once a week na lng po aq makakapag-update ng blog. Pero sana bisitahin niyo pa rin.

rEciPes q...

2006-04-06T22:59:00.000+08:00

i2 ang mga recipes ng mga gnawa qng fud dis past 3 days.. try it and hope you'll like it. EnJoY!!!

StRawBerRy SuRpRisE

ingredients:
strawberries sliced
condensed milk
powdered gelatin, strawberry flavored
raisins
procedures:

prepare the gelatin as indicated on the pack.
add condensed milk on the prepared soft gelatin
place it in a container/molder.
add the sliced strawberries and raisins.
put it in the ref. overnight.

PaStiLLas GraNdE

ingredients:

skim milk powdered milk sugar evaporated milk condensed milk vanilla

procedures:

add all the ingredients except sugar.
pour a little amount of vanilla on the mixture.
take a spoonful of the mixture and mold it into desired shapes.
roll it on the sugar.
if u want pack them in cellophanes.

Waferllistic

ingredients:

nissin wafer condensed milk sugar powdered milk fresh milk smarties

procedures:

mixed all the milks and add sugar. this will serve as our sauce for the wafer.
layer the wafers on a platter. pour on the mixture/ sauce.
top with smarties. chilled and served.

**** sana ay i-enjoy nio ang pagkain nian... tnx sa pagsubok n gwin yan.. at thanks s pagbisita ng blog q... post kau ha...

CoOkiNg TimE

2006-04-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

after a very tiring day... it' so masaya n kumain... ng kumain...ng kumain... ngimbento n nman aq ng bgong recipe... at d lng isa... kundi dlawa... khapon tinmad n nman aq kya d nkapag - update.. pagpaxenxhan nio n... tmad lng tlga aqng 2mayo at buksan ang aking pc..... so khapon... ay 2mulong aqng mglinis ng bhay.. pti kwarto.. punas dito.. walis dun.. floorwax.. at bunot... general cleaning ba... umaga un.. tpos.. nung tanghali, hapon at gabi.. 2loy s dting gawain.. kumain at manood ng tv.... hihihi...

ngaun nman ay pumunta aq ng skul q... pra kunin ang libro qng com. skills ky sir mark... tmng-tma ay nkita ako nla ruphy anne, melai, macy, dei, at mami ray.... cla ay paalis n.. dey ask me qng ano gwa dun... sbi ko ku2nin q buk ko.. sma nmn skin cla dei at roanne...

ng nandun n kmi kay sir mark.. weyt lng muna kmi dhil kausap nia c luis... n nka-red rin 2lad nia... sbi nga ni mrs. ramos(joking cya ni2) """bah?! red is the culourrrr of theeeeee deiyyyy.... hahaha...""" ng ku2nin n nmin sbi ni sir mark pu2nitin daw ung buk.. so inassume q n ung binding ung ta2nggalin... d pala....

hulaan nio kungano ang pinilas ni sir mark s libro ni dei???... ( n ngkataon cya ang unang victim) pinunit nia lhat ng pages n my sagot.. may check man o wla... bsta may nkitng sulat c sir dun.. ay pinupunit nia..... npagisp2 nmin ni roanne n wg n lng kunin at i-donate n lng... kc d n rin nmin mga2mit as reference yun dhil punti n nga ung mga exercises db??? haay...

tpos... pumunta aq ng banco de oro... at pina-update q ang address ng account q... puro fill -up ng form... tpos bngyan aq ng bgo dhil d n aq pwede s juniors savings club.. dhil aq ay wla n s range ng age n 0 - 12 yrs old.. kya ngaun ay nsa power teens savings n aq.. may ksma pa i2 n atm crd.. pro nxt wik q p maku2ha...

nung hapon ay gumawa aq ng "pastillas grande" at "waferlisstic"... masarp un.. with matching watermelon p... kya nga as i've always said.. 2mtaba n nman me ....hihihi

FiRst TimE!!!

2006-04-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

haay.. first time q to.. first time gumawa ng blog... una-una ngpa2salmt aq ky GOD dhil bngyan nia aq ng spat n lkas n mg-onlyn at mkausap si roanne... c roanne n ng2ro s kin qng pano gumawa ng blog.. maraming-maraming slamat.. iba k tlga... d best!!! pag paxenxahn nio n po ang aking npghirapan.. hayaan nio at mgsa2nay aqng mbuti upang itoy mpaganda.... ngaun araw n ito... aq ay na2log, kumain,nanood ng tv, at nglaba ng bag q... kya nmn aq ay p2loy s paglobo.. hihihi... nkipagkwentuhan din aq kay ruphy anne.. 2ngkol s mga bgay2... s mga pagkain at s mga speds ng amynk... gumawa rin aq ngaun ng "strawberry surprise" with my bro...(RaPsA!!!)... haay.. official n ang bakasyon.. thank God.. i rilly luv GOD... hihihi

late n nman aq maka22log nito.. pro oks lng at least ay my na-accomplish aq... sna ay ma-update kta lgi.. dhil aq ay isang antuking bata.. baka mabulok lng ang aking blog (wag nman po) .cge hnggng d2 n lng muna me... maraming slamat.. good nite........ mwaahhhh!!!!